El Feo Kern: There be Sap in that Oak, yarrrr!
while dipping into the primordial goo
of the blog, I ran across and old post of mine:
"the future is a vast unknown for me right now... more so now than ever before, but thats what makes the game of life worth playin ... right?
well if it is - then I feel one hell of a match comin my way and i'm gonna step up to meet it.
(dont worry... it makes sense to me)"
Here it is, one year since, and things i could
have never even begun to imagine have passed
before my tired, but wide open eyes.
It was one hell of a match.
I have climbed out of the tunnel vision and
im now viewing life from a whole new angel.
from a dead end job, that i hated, in a place i loved
to a endless opportunity, that i have a sick addiction for, in a place i hate.
aside from a few "unpleasantries" this past year has been the single greatest period of my life on many levels (worst on some superficial levels, but those will fade).
and i owe it all to Jason.
that damned little 16 year old punk-ass (or however old he was when i met him).
no matter what happens, he will always have my thanks for that.
Unless i die out here... then IT'S ALL HIS FAULT! heh.
Zero gets some of that thanks as well... cause when he bit the bullet and decided to come out here like Jason did... i'd just feel like a big pussy if two of my friends stepped up when called and i had not.
I'd like to think i would have had the balls to come out here regardless, but ... who knows. I sure as fuck dont.
now it's time for the gay man-sex.
while dipping into the primordial goo
of the blog, I ran across and old post of mine:
"the future is a vast unknown for me right now... more so now than ever before, but thats what makes the game of life worth playin ... right?
well if it is - then I feel one hell of a match comin my way and i'm gonna step up to meet it.
(dont worry... it makes sense to me)"
Here it is, one year since, and things i could
have never even begun to imagine have passed
before my tired, but wide open eyes.
It was one hell of a match.
I have climbed out of the tunnel vision and
im now viewing life from a whole new angel.
from a dead end job, that i hated, in a place i loved
to a endless opportunity, that i have a sick addiction for, in a place i hate.
aside from a few "unpleasantries" this past year has been the single greatest period of my life on many levels (worst on some superficial levels, but those will fade).
and i owe it all to Jason.
that damned little 16 year old punk-ass (or however old he was when i met him).
no matter what happens, he will always have my thanks for that.
Unless i die out here... then IT'S ALL HIS FAULT! heh.
Zero gets some of that thanks as well... cause when he bit the bullet and decided to come out here like Jason did... i'd just feel like a big pussy if two of my friends stepped up when called and i had not.
I'd like to think i would have had the balls to come out here regardless, but ... who knows. I sure as fuck dont.
now it's time for the gay man-sex.
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